Friday, September 26, 2014

...i'm not your superwoman
i'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything's okay
boy, i am only human
this girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me.
..look into the corners of your mind
i'll always be there for you through good and bad times
but i can't be the superwoman that you want me to be
i'll give my love,oh, lasting love if you'll return love to me..

my feelings have been stomped on countless of times.  maybe i am exaggerating or even being a drama queen but it is exactly how i feel. one minute i am laughing my head off, the next minute it feels like someone is ripping out my heart. (told you - drama queen). shall i throw in the towel, call it quits, yadiya yadiya yadiya. things that go through my mind every single day, things that i have to decide on and deal with are driving me insane. 

we have the authority to decide, if the foundation is strong, then everything will turn out as how it should, so i was told. i am trying my very best to lay the foundation, trying to make it strong and it is freaking difficult.  

you can see my tears but you can never feel my pain inside.

i am no Superwoman.