Tuesday, February 25, 2014

it was a sad morning.
and it is still sad in the afternoon.
will the sadness ever go away..... today?
some people are meant to be who they are suppose to be
and some are not.
well, i guess i am the latter.
is being the youngest mean that i want everything to go my way
by hook or by crook
do i put on a tantrum at this old age when things do not go
the way i planned and hoped?
i am just plain tired and sad.

Monday, February 17, 2014


i know you are somewhere out there
somewhere far away.
melayan lagu sedey di pejabat, just because i can. malas nak melayan drama orang tua yang terasa diri masih muda, just because i can (me is an exceptional). updating my blog during office hours, just because i can. thinking about you who is unavailable to me, just because i can't think of anyone else.

Friday, February 7, 2014

Ted Mosby's speech on LOVE..

LOVE means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want, no matter how much it destroys you. it is LOVE. and when you LOVE someone, you do not stop, ever! even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy, even then, especially then.
you do not give up because if you could give up, if you could take the whole world's advice and move on and find someone else, that would not be LOVE. that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for.
that is not what this is.