Monday, August 26, 2013


me kalau menonton cerita ataupun membaca novel tak kiralah melayu or cerita omputeh, kalau sesuai dengan jiwa memang akan terbawa-bawa emosinya. memanjang nak sedih dan sentap je kalau tak kena gaya.. pastu bila bawa kereta pun boleh emo. haish orang tua ni.
orang lain dah habis musim tengok cerita BMP, me baru selesai. maka sekarang dok ulang dengar lagu-lagu dari BMP. semuanya membuai emosi. ye, me jiwang. me mengaku.

di sini hati yang menanti
menanti tanpa pasti
di sana dia yang menunggu
menunggu tanpa jemu
kau aku dan waktu
kau aku dan rindu
oh Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu nyawa
agar dapat aku sebut namaMu
Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu cinta
aku sebenarnya rindu
kau aku dan waktu
kau aku dan rindu
Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu cinta
aku sebenarnya
aku sebenarnya rindu.

~ zulhuzaimy ~

Thursday, August 22, 2013


indah harumnya bungaku
merah di kelopak madu
tanya hati siapa mahu
bila cinta diam membisu

kau bunga yang penuh durinya
ku selalu memuja...

biarpun terluka diriku
namun bungaku tetap dihati
selalu...

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

this little boy was only six months old when Azmey passed away. now he is 9. he has no memory of arwah. whenever i looked at him now, i am reminded of an incident that happened during the last Ramadhan. we went to jalan TAR for our annual raya shopping.
we were at a shop looking for Hana's baju kurung. at a corner there was a family - father, mother & kids choosing clothes too. i was too busy with Hana to notice anything unusual with Farhan and furthermore i knew he was safe with Syu.
When we were finally done, Syu mentioned that Farhan had tears in his eyes when he watched the family in action.
poor boy.... mama pun sedèy jua Han. kalau dapat diputarkan masa, i am sure you would have had great times with your Papa. he may not be perfect but he would have showered you with endless love in his own way.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

pulang ke aloq setaq pada syawal kedua. terbayang diri berlari-lari anak di atas batas bendang. fuuh!! syiok. bilalah nak dapat sorang persis lelaki melayu terakhir...Atan oh Atan!!!