Tuesday, October 29, 2013

so you manage to overcome your loneliness already? 

statement yang masih menghantui kepala sehingga hari ini. like WTH!!!

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

childish? gediks? don't think so. i have successfully removed you from my list of friends just because whenever i see your name online, my mind tends to go haywire. no, i don't have feelings for you..i just go weak in my knees :D  i don't have that many friends. what i have, i love them to bits. and i guess i love you a little bit more than the rest. i don't want to be making a fool of myself whenever we communicate. i tend to over analyze things.

Monday, September 9, 2013

up close & personal...
*still on cloud nine*

Monday, August 26, 2013


me kalau menonton cerita ataupun membaca novel tak kiralah melayu or cerita omputeh, kalau sesuai dengan jiwa memang akan terbawa-bawa emosinya. memanjang nak sedih dan sentap je kalau tak kena gaya.. pastu bila bawa kereta pun boleh emo. haish orang tua ni.
orang lain dah habis musim tengok cerita BMP, me baru selesai. maka sekarang dok ulang dengar lagu-lagu dari BMP. semuanya membuai emosi. ye, me jiwang. me mengaku.

di sini hati yang menanti
menanti tanpa pasti
di sana dia yang menunggu
menunggu tanpa jemu
kau aku dan waktu
kau aku dan rindu
oh Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu nyawa
agar dapat aku sebut namaMu
Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu cinta
aku sebenarnya rindu
kau aku dan waktu
kau aku dan rindu
Tuhan tolonglah
aku pinta cuma satu cinta
aku sebenarnya
aku sebenarnya rindu.

~ zulhuzaimy ~

Thursday, August 22, 2013


indah harumnya bungaku
merah di kelopak madu
tanya hati siapa mahu
bila cinta diam membisu

kau bunga yang penuh durinya
ku selalu memuja...

biarpun terluka diriku
namun bungaku tetap dihati
selalu...

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

this little boy was only six months old when Azmey passed away. now he is 9. he has no memory of arwah. whenever i looked at him now, i am reminded of an incident that happened during the last Ramadhan. we went to jalan TAR for our annual raya shopping.
we were at a shop looking for Hana's baju kurung. at a corner there was a family - father, mother & kids choosing clothes too. i was too busy with Hana to notice anything unusual with Farhan and furthermore i knew he was safe with Syu.
When we were finally done, Syu mentioned that Farhan had tears in his eyes when he watched the family in action.
poor boy.... mama pun sedรจy jua Han. kalau dapat diputarkan masa, i am sure you would have had great times with your Papa. he may not be perfect but he would have showered you with endless love in his own way.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

pulang ke aloq setaq pada syawal kedua. terbayang diri berlari-lari anak di atas batas bendang. fuuh!! syiok. bilalah nak dapat sorang persis lelaki melayu terakhir...Atan oh Atan!!!

Wednesday, July 10, 2013


aku datang kepadamu
aku datang mencarimu
tapi kau pergi dariku
bagai bayu di jari jari ku
aku datang - tomok

Monday, July 8, 2013

...i am just emotionally challenged like that. i do not love a lot of people but those that i do, i treasure them. falling for you does not mean that i want you or need you. dosa ooo dosa.

Monday, May 6, 2013

sit with me..
sit with me and run out the clock
sit with me..
sit with me and watch me choose you
...watch me earn you.

Monday, April 29, 2013

...katakan entah ke mana perginya
masa yang indah dan gelak tawa yang cerah
dunia yang terdiam tanpamu
dunia yang menelan hatiku....



Thursday, April 25, 2013


...type, delete, type, delete sepuluh lima belas kali.  this picture just says it all.