Monday, May 28, 2012

had i not grieved enough for the past 7 years? had i not shed more tears than the pacific ocean & hindi ocean put together? went through an episode last night. an i-miss-you-like-crazy-felt-like-i-could-die kind of episode. 
miss his silly jokes, his smile, his laughter.
miss our fights..big and small.
miss everything about him.
al-Fatihah.


Friday, May 18, 2012

the anxiety, fear, uncertainty, anger...
all jumbled up into one giant ball that is taking control over my mind and body.
people say i need to do A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K..................................