Thursday, October 14, 2010

i know something is not right somewhere but i don't know where to start. feeling very vulnerable and angry. i miss you. miss you so very much. i really need to pick a fight with someone, anyone up for it? be my punching bag and be the shoulder to cry on. i miss having you agreeing to all my ramblings. life has been tough but it has gotten tougher lately and i don't think i'm capable of handling it alone anymore - emotionally & mentally. i am exhausted to the max. maybe that explains why i have been spending my afternoon break sleeping.

even though it's been so long
my love for you keeps going strong
i remember the things that we used to do
a kiss in the rain 'til the sun shine through
i try to deny it but i'm still in love with you
i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
ever since you went away, every hour of every day
i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
no matter what i say or do
there's just no getting over you
i can the love shining in your eyes
and it comes as such a sweet surprise
if seeing's believing it's worth the wait
so hold me and tell me it's not too late
we're so good together, we're starting forever now
i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
ever since you went away, every hour of every day
i miss you like crazy, i miss you baby
a love like ours will never end
just touch me and we're here again
just one night
and we'll have that magic feeling like we used to do
hold on tight
and whatever comes our way we're gonna make it through
if seeing's believing it's worth the wait
so hold me and tell me it's not too late
we're so good together, we're starting forever now
and i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
no matter what i say or do
there's just no getting over you
and i miss you , baby, i miss you, baby
all the chance of love you gave me
when a feeling get's this strong
you know the real thing comes along

i can't remember the last time i had fun..pure fun with friends. talk, laugh, eat, laugh....smoke some ciggies maybe. hahaha. flirting over the cyberworld doesn't count ya, buddy and need i remind you that you're no longer available.  i need some action and i need them fast. hmm...i wonder where's the little black book.
piper:  how am i suppose to do this alone?
leo:  you have your sisters
piper:  it's not the same