Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i'm bored to the max. bored in the office and bored with pakSu. aarrhh!! pakSu is driving me nuts. pakSu picks on every single thing. pakSu is so perfect and so free of mistakes. pakSu! pakSu! pakSu! p dok kat Kubang Pasu.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Monday, January 18, 2010

my prayers and hopes are that you will move on in ur life to the next stage. ur still young. that's why la the long hmmmmmm. bukan la any tom dick and harry but someone nice and responsible. sorry if tersinggung. this is our hopes.

none taken and thank you for the thoughts that came in at about 6.22 am yesterday. i understand where it came from.

Friday, January 15, 2010

my week started pretty badly. i've kids at home and in the office. yup..in the office too. i don't know what has gotten into him tapi his mood has been off lately. suka-suka hati nak marah orang tak tentu pasal. salah dia tak nampak, salah kita je nampak. uish! geram yang teramat. dahlah melayan kerenah anak-anak kat rumah satu hal campur plak ngan kerenah anak tua yang tak boleh ditegur nie. the last straw masa he slammed the door after he called out for me. memang tersentap sungguh. i've never cried in the office secara terang-terangan. tapi on that particular day, i cried and cried. couldn't stop myself from crying sampai my colleague panicked. cuba untuk berhenti menangis tapi lagi dicuba lagi sakit dada dibuatnye. i think it lasted about 20 minutes or longer and for the rest of the day i berjalan with my head seolah-olah nak sentuh lantai.
bak kata MAA, jiwa kacau kot which explains the outburst hari tu.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010



bosan, sedih, pedih, letih dan segala yang sewaktu dengannya. 
so, is my big day going to be somewhere in June? i don't know. you tell me.
so, did you vision your kid as one big punching bag?
i don't know. i can't remember.
so he's giving you some tough time, you think he's going through MEN.o.PAUSE?
i don't know and i don't need to know.
do you think you will ever have control over your issues?
i do hope so before i end up in some asylum.