Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Jodhaa Akbar is a sixteenth century love story about a marriage of alliance that gave birth to true love between a great Mughal Emperor, Akbar and a Rajput princess, Jodhaa. Politically, success knew no bounds for Emperor Akbar, after having secured the Hindu Kush, he furthered his realm by conquest until his empire extended from Afghanistan to the Bay of Bengal, and from the Himalayas to the Godhavari River. Through a shrewed blend of tolerence, generosity and force, Akbar won the allegiance of the Rajputs, the most belligerent Hindus. But little did Akbar know that when he married Jodhaa, a fiery Rajput princess, in order to further strengthen his relations with the Rajputs, he would in turn be embarking upon a new journey - the journey of true love. The daughter of King Bharmal of Amer, Jodhaa resented being reduced to a mere political pawn in this marriage of alliance, and Akbar's biggest challenge now did not merely lie in winning battles, but in winning the love of Jodhaa - a love hidden deep below resentment and extreme prejudice. Jodhaa Akbar is their untold love story.
hmm..setelah selesai memuaturun citer Jodhaa Akbar, baru perasan citer yang dimuaturunkan tu takde subtitle seperti yang diwar-warkan. hampa, kecewa. akibat dari tak puas hati, menghabiskan satu hari di pejabat mencari subtitle. lagilah mengecewakan, semua subtitle sama ada terlalu awal atau terlalu lambat bermula (tak selari dengan citer) dan yang paling teruk, subtitle yang dibuat sesuka hati. note: dapat membuang masa mencari subtitle kerana boss bercuti..woohoo!!! uish penat jugak nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu nie.
anyway, baru dimaklumkan oleh Cik Farina Jamal, cowok keren akan membintangi citer "Sang Pemimpi"..sapa lagi kalau bukan si Nazril Irham sebagai Arai, yang kalau menurut bukunya adalah seorang...
  • yang selalu bertengkar dengan tukang parkir basikal,
  • yang bertengkar kerana wang 200 perak,
  • yang sering duduk di bangku panjang pajak gadai menunggu barangnya ditaksir,
  • yang jika polis menangkap segerombolan penjahat pencuri kabel telefon, maka orangnya berwajah serupa Arai dinaikkan ke kenderaan pikap
  • yang akan meloncat-loncat di belakang Presiden agar dapat diambil gambarnya.
secara fizikalnya Arai laksana wajah patung yang dibuat oleh mahasiswa seni kemahiran yang baru pertama kali menjamah tanah liat, penyet sana, melendung sini....seperti hasil suntikan silikon dan mulai meleleh. now macam mana ek si Ariel dipilih untuk melakonkan watak Arai?
apa-apapun, me akan menantikan tayangannya di Malaysia...(cik Farina tumbuk tanduk sudah, ajak tengok kat sana masa opening bulan Disember ni nanti - wah!! sangat teruja gitu).

Monday, June 29, 2009

a couple of friends have been dreaming bout me. now is it something good or otherwise? i hope it means something positive coz i definitely need some positiveness in my life rite now. i am at a place where i love someone and care so much for him but it doesn't seem to be enough. nothing that i do matters to him and it has developed into some sort of hatred. my heart aches and my head hurts from thinking too much. you are not being fair to me. i really need a cocoon now.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i did this quiz in FB while downloading Jodhaa Akbar (sneak preview showed a dashing Hrithik Roshan and the beautiful Aiswarya Rai, to which i will story-mory later).
quiz is entitled "who is your lifetime match". guess i'll be looking out for those born between these dates...too bad Nazril Izham was born in September. ah well...hope there'll be others as hot as him..hehehe!!!

Friday, June 26, 2009

an old school sweetheart juz text via gmail chat.

actually I hv somethin else to tell u...
me: ye en k****
k*******: u're in my dream all the way semalam... just all the sudden... hmm weird huh? maybe it just a dream.. right?
me: huh? weird. i had a weird dream too tapi muka x nampak
k*******: interested nak tahu macamana citer mimpi tuh?
me: mcm mana?citelah..since i'm doing nothing at the mo..boss meeting
k*******: aikkk?? interested nye! hehe..
me: up to you..since u asked
k*******: hahaha..cover line la tuh...
me: whateva
k*******: dah gak dah jawapan u..hehehe.. jap yer..
k*******: its start with me going to ur house.. jumpa ur parents.. but at same time I tahu u've married & with ur kids staying with ur parents.. no location..nevr seen ur late husband though..
k*******: cit cat with ur parents.. at that moment, ur father is still around... woukld like to ask.. ur father kulit hitam manis.. wearing glasses?.. ye ker.. if not.it just dream cause I never know how ur parents look like...break jap..
k*******: of course u look exactly like during our school days.. muda.. genit... slim..
k*******: r u there?..
me: yup
me: hmm he's brown..
k*******: ya la... brown.. not hitam manis.. sori.. so part of the dream is almost true la.. comment?..
me: does it matter...mimpi mainan tidor anywaya
me: ........
k*******: ya lor... it just a dream.. okla.. lets forget abt the dream.. panjang lagi sebenarnya.. nanti kalo ada masa & masih ingat.. bole citer citer slowly.. sorry.. bit rush.
me: hahaha
am actually flattered n surprised
but it was a good story
k*******: but theres still more.. tungguuu!!!! got to go.. hv a nice weekend..
Sent at 12:25 PM on Friday

to en superman (if u're reading this)..thanx for sharing part of the dream. i'm glad that i finally found you and resolved a few issues and that we can be friends now. there's nothing more that i wish for other than your friendship. you too have a great weekend.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

hey you there who commented on my YM status. you have your Megan Fox and cik Tipah Tertipu and i have my selection of guys that i drool on. juz so happens today, Rain tops the list coz it's his birthday. so hush!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

credit: practition^r flickr

how do you answer to "are you ok?" when u are feeling like s***??

kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri.

so that i will not forget the day : - calls went unanswered even though you were a few meters away, then u chose to turn off your phone. thinking that i'd stopped calling, u turned it on but still calls were left unanswered. you chose to ignore me who was standing nearby and turn to face the person across the street. i will remember the day. the day you broke my heart again.
p/s: all sounds too familiar and well damn tired.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

waktu terasa semakin kelabu
tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
saat kita berduka, saat kita tertawa
teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
ceritakan semua tentang kita.

it's just one of those days that i wish it would just pass by.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

actually, the poetic style of our songs is one of the reasons we (Indonesian) love our songs so much.
No, we don't use that style of language everyday. Normally we use slang in our daily conversation, but we DO write poetries everytime we want to express something that we feel deeply emotional. Most of Indonesian songs are written in this deep poetic style. And since most of the songs based on personal experience of the writer, the feeling becomes stronger... ~ venomscorpion.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

a male colleague came by my workplace and commented that it was a pretty dull workplace and asked why didn't i spruce up my place juz like the other ladies in the office? i juz told him, it was juz not me. am not into flowers or those lacey stuff that the ladies like. chop!! chop!! come to think of it, i did some decorating in my previous department but still none of those girly stuff. i had an Anuar Zain poster up on my wall juz above the phone. so that i can visualize him as the caller..hahaha. what more did i have on the wall other than the office directory and organization chart. nope juz that...oooo and i had that beanlike doll of a character-from-the sesame streets that i like to play around with and...juz that. now in the current department, i juz play around with my desktop. one minute i'll be drooling over Ariel's arse and the next minute i'll be mesmerized by a picture of him playing his guitar. what type of other decoration that is more satisfying than that? hahahaha.
i think it is the same with everything else around me. i don't shop for branded shoes, bags or accessories. i don't go running to Sogo whenever there's a sale (which would be like every month as Sogo punye sale tak pernah takde on the calendar). i don't buy clothes every end of the month like some that i know of and if i do on rare occasion, it usually doesn't cost more than rm40/-. itu pun angkat letak, angkat letak 16 kali. people may call me kedekut or tak ikut trend semasa, i don't care. same goes with my house. i don't like flowers, so i don't have them around the house. no frilly curtains or fancy mancy decorations. juz plain ol house comfortable enough for me to live in (though i've been thinking of installing an aircond unit due to the current weather).
i do however spend a LOT on food, for me and the kids..tapi rasanye mostly on the kids or is it the other way round? hahahaha. kids n food....adus!! tak tau nak describe macam mana. whenever we go grocery shopping, the trolley akan penuh ngan their kind of food and usually only last about 4 days max. itu pun puas myself control. though i membebel, i still give in to them (tu pun kalau pergi rumah orang especially rumah PL/ML and W, macam tak pernah bagi makan). aaahh...i shall not elaborate on the visit to the mamak roti every morning before school, all i can say... kalau boleh ngan mamak tu sekali depa nak beli.
what else is there? oh ya! i tend to spend a lot on electronic items too. laptop, digital camera, dvd player (that plays .flv & mp4) for personal usage, phones, etc. talking about phones, i recently purchased a new phone out of anger and frustration. remember the entry on my eldest son who was going thru a phase..well, while being mad at him, i went out and bought myself a new phone. not that i can afford it at the moment, but i juz went and bought it. hmm so much for retail therapy. now i am in need of another therapy to treat the earlier therapy. :D

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Raj is a rich, carefree, happy-go-lucky second generation NRI. Simran is the daughter of Chaudhary Baldev Singh, who in spite of being an NRI is very strict about adherence to Indian values. The two meet on a month long Eurotrip, and what began as pranks and fun and games, ends in love. But by the time they realize it, it is already too late, as Simran has left for India to be married to her childhood fiancé. Raj leaves for India with a mission at his hands, to claim his lady love under the noses of her whole family. Thus begins a saga. Written by Nitin Pahwa .
semenjak dua menjak nie macam rasa teruja sangat nak tengok cite lakonan SRK. so that's what i did today. selepas selesai segala urusan, sat down in front of the laptop, tgk cite Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge sambil lipat baju yang dah tinggi menggunung. after that sambung tengok The Notebook yang ditonton separuh jalan kat office (oopss!! terlebih sudah)..hahaha.
i've read the book a couple of times and watched the movie like years back. since i'm in the mood for some romance, decided to search for the movie online. it was well worth waiting. kan best if you get to spend the rest of your life with the person you love most. i loved every single scenes, shots or whatever u call them...especially at the lake with all the birds around them. adus!!! sangat suka!!!! terasa macam nak pi heret Ariel and do the same thing. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! sungguh tinggi angan-anganku.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Hey si gadis yang manis
Senyum di bibir terlukis
Hey si gadis yang ayu
Sebentar lagi kita bertemu
Woh woh woh
Gadis ayu... lesung pipit di pipi
Ayu... senyummu menawan
Gadis ayu... ku jangan dihampakan
Ayu... sungguh ayu
Hey si gadis yang manja
Aku telah jatuh cinta
Hey si gadis yang ayu
Kau kan jadi milik ku
Gayamu lembut bila engkau menari
Woh woh
Kepintaranmu itu menarik hati
Woh woh

saya pasti akan menyanyikan lagu ini pada gadis-gadis dan para wanita yang menaiki LRT mahupun yang berjalan menuju ke pejabat pada pagi hari bekerja sekiranya saya seorang jejaka yang tidak kenal malu dan ingin memikat hati anda. tapi sayangnya saya cuma seorang perempuan seperti anda yang mengejar waktu untuk ke garisan penamat di punch card.
wahai si gadis manis yang berkebaya merah, bersepatu tinggi dan berlesung pipit..ketahuilah saya tidak mencemburui akan keayuan dan kejelitaan anda bila saya merungut di belakang anda tatkala kaki saya cuba untuk melangkah memasuki LRT yang pada waktu yang sama mengeluarkan bunyi "tit! tit! tit!" menandakan pintu akan ditutup. sudilah kiranya cik adik manis melangkah dengan lebih laju dan terus menuju ke dalam agar saya yang comel ini tidak tersepit di pintu LRT.
lawa sungguh nampaknya kakak berbaju kurung moden warna hijau pucuk pisang membawa tas tangan dan memakai kasut yang sewarna semuanya. memang tampak anggun, tidak boleh dinafikan. saya memerhati kakak dari belakang semasa menuruni eskalator. kiranya saya seorang jejaka, pasti saya akan memberi salam pembuka bicara. tapi sayangnya saya jua seorang perempuan yang tidak mempunyai perasaan sebegitu terhadap kakak. cuma saya mengharapkan agar kakak terus melangkah dengan laju sesudah kaki kakak memijak penghujung eskalator tersebut. saya tidak mahu nanti akibat kesopanan dan kesusilaan kakak nanti, akan menyebabkan saya tersepak kaki kakak dari belakang dan akan mengakibatkan kakak jatuh berguling-guling ala-ala filem hindustan yang baru saya tontoni minggu lepas.
bertudung dubai, berkemeja merah jambu ditambah lagi dengan ketinggian persis seorang model catwalk, memang memikat hati siapa yang memandang. saya ulangi sekali lagi saya tidak mencemburui cik adik manis yang memang cun melecun kerana saya bersyukur dengan apa yang telah dikurniakan olehNya. mungkin si adik manis tidak berpeluang untuk menjadi seorang runaway model lantas ber"runaway" di laluan pejalan kaki ketika pak polisi memberhentikan kenderaan. tolonglah fahami hati dan perasaan saya ini yang berkejar ke garisan penamat punch card. hentikanlah langkah "runaway" anda dan marilah kita bersama-sama menuju ke pejabat dengan hati yang gembira.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

tahukah kau
apa yang kau
perkatakan atau perlakukan

secara kau sedar atau tidak
kadangkala bisa mengusik perasaan
hingga aku terduduk diam membisu.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

do man really don't like it when a woman comes on too strong?
he said it was too much for him and he was not used to it.
asking me whether it's normal for a woman to do what she did.
hmmm...i don't see any problem with a woman knowing what she wants
and getting it
only she did it to the wrong kind of guy..the married one.
he said he does not mind those that seek his attention in a more "lemah lembut" manner
and said that he liked my style.
compliment or insult?????
juz for a few minutes it felt like he was back at home.
he was walking round the house..the tv was on
making himself a drink..
helping himself to the fried rice on the table..
the sound of the spoon against the plate..
me opening my eyes to catch a glimpse of him in his boxer
and looking at the time on my mobile..0215 am
he was back..back in the house.
it sort of felt like him..
but it was juz Firdaus.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

another little boy preparing himself to leave the nest..Mohd Zahier or better known as Aye just got engaged on 6 June 09 to Fera (rasanye betui dah nama)…wedding expected to be on 010110.



parts of hantaran from pihak lelaki and perempuan…

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random pics of the people around me…to those yang tak tersnap tu..sorilah ye.

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these boys never fail to take my breath away whenever they put on their black baju melayu..sangat segak, which reminds me i have to get a pair for firdaus for the upcoming wedding in August, Nana’s. k’chik showed off her latest handbag collection..memang lawa.

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Friday, June 5, 2009

things can get pretty bad at times. physically, mentally and spiritually. kadang-kadang i juz lose control over everything around me secara sedar ataupun tidak and it is damn frustrating. hipokrit giler-giler. not that i want to but to save me from the trouble of explaining myself. there are things that are better kept to myself. tak nak biler bercerita, orang anggap kita nie macam-macam. there are so many things in life that i wish for. some bak kata orang tua-tua cumalah wishful thinking tapi still i think that is what is keeping me sane.some may say that i lupa diri or buang tebiat, but juz bear with me, will ya? unless kalau i go overboard, then juz remind me.
i'm still up at this hour waiting for someone to come home. it feels like i've been doing this waiting thing for ages. dah penat rasanye. i've been pretty nice to people around me and kadang-kadang too nice sampai they take advantage of it. ingatkan life would be a breeze after all that has happened...dalam mimpi jelah rasanye. talking bout mimpi...my yummylicious Ariel n gang are doing their thing as i'm updating..guess i can expect some dreams of him...woohoo!!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

statement pedas pagi ini yang mencerahkan mata yang sedang kemengantukan
"dari tomboy tak jadi, dah jadi janda ko ek"...hahahahahaha..
i was not offended in fact i laughed ala-ala lupa diri sedang berada di pejabat
teringat balik saat melalui life threatening situation..she was there to help..but God had other plans
lepas dari insiden tu, masing-masing bawak diri sampai tak tau sebenarnya we were still connected thru our hubbies.
she's a part of my life yang tak mungkin dapat dilupakan hingga ke nafas terakhir.
it is now 3.45 am. my eyes are puffed up, nose - runny nose on one side and blocked on the other, pillow wet from tears and nasal drippings. what kind of movie that makes u smile, laugh, heart flutters, cry, laugh, cry, sing-a-long, laugh, cry, smile, sing-a-long, cry, cry, laugh, cry, cry, cry, cry n cry to the end? kabhi khushi kabhi gham.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

was in the mood for some Shah Rukh Khan today. searched for some and found this with english subs. it is actually easier to find korean movies with english subs rather than bollywood's. or maybe i did not search enough. anyway, biaselah kan kalau tengok cite bollywood kalau tak nangis tak sah kan. cite bollywood nie kalau happy mula2 mesti ending sedih and vice versa. well, it started off segirang-girangnye and by the end i was crying my eyes out. hati sedih tapi mau lagi...sapa nak jawab?

Kal Ho Naa Ho takes place in Manhattan, New York, and is the story of three friends, Aman (Shah Rukh Khan), Rohit (Saif Ali Khan), and Naina (Preity Zinta), who travel on a journey that teaches them the true meaning of friendship. It teaches them to discover themselves, and to find the courage to live through times of happiness and times of sorrow. With the constant arguments and bickering in her semi-Punjabi/semi-Christian family, Naina, 23, is completely distraught by the conditions which surround her. In addition to this, she is bombarded with the responsibilities of taking care of her younger brother and sister, as well as helping her mother, Jennifer (Jaya Bachchan) handle the family’s economical complications. Between all these burdens, Naina never has time for herself.
Then comes Aman. He moves into Naina’s small Indian neighborhood, and with him he brings his joyfulness and charming personality. He helps solve everyone’s problems and helps them face the obstacles and challenges that life usually has in store. Much to Naina’s dismay, Aman demands on intervening in her life as well. He makes her do things that she would never have dreamt of doing. His constant nagging eventually teaches Naina how to smile once again. In doing so, Aman joins with his friend Rohit in trying to help Naina find her happiness that has been lost in the wraths of time.

The power of friendship starts to weave its magic over these three friends. But to their unpleasant surprise, a fatal turn of events cause chaos between all three of them. What are these fatal events that cause a ruckus of emotions describes the basic essence of this film.
after all the fun that i had over the last week, this week seems to be moving really sloooow. i have a stomach upset since Sunday. i dare not fart or secara sopannya buang angin as every time i do, it always comes together-gether..hahaha. bagi menambahkan keseronokan di minggu yang slow ini, i had my spinning episode kat office yesterday evening. it was like riding the merry go round for a few seconds tapi the after effect lasted for quite a while. people have been bugging me to p jumpa Dr. hmm..not that i don't want to but after seeing him a couple of times, the only thing yg i dapat is ubat yang lagi menambahkan selera makan yang dah sememangnya susah nak dikontrol apatah lagi biler the Wans ni suka bebenor buat makan-makan. the other thing is not wanting to find out more on what could be wrong with me. tambahan lagi, the Dr dok bercita-cita tinggi for me to do MRI. did that once for my back n it's a definite NO-NO. bagi mereka yang normal, setakat MRI tu boleh pejam mata je but not for me. i get palpitation yang giler-giler n will start to freak out. situasi yang sangat menggerunkan. i tetap akan p jumpa Dr Sollah but not so soon...nanti-nantilah.

Monday, June 1, 2009

attended the Relay for Life last Saturday with Kak, Aye, Syu, Hana & Han. it was my 1st and boy did i had fun. a definite next year, insyaAllah. like Syu said, we'll come better equipped.

makan dulu seblm relay and Syu working on the lum...(lupalah)

anakku Han came well dressed ngan jeans but ended up with a pair of tee pants. panjang cite...sib baik mama creative dan innovative. but that didn't stop him from doing what he does best..running around.

dearest Sis - a survivor. spirits high as always.

celebrities in sight. . :D

super cool kakaks n makciks dancing the nite away.

these guys did their relay walking backwards from the very beginning all the way, quite a number of relays i must say. tabik spring!!!!

walking backwards relay. gave a nice ass comment without realising Adam was at the side. ^,^\/

there's still HOPE for these "LADIES"..hehehe.