Thursday, February 26, 2009

ada tak boss yang bermurah hati nak belanja myself gi tengok Anuar in action? hari tu exclusive show dia pun bukan main ratusan ringgit lagi. adus!! naperlah mahalnye. i bet kalau dia boleh letak hantaran, sure hantaran dia nie mencecah puluhan takpun ratusan ribuaaaann... sib baiklah jejaka macho and yummylicious ku masih boleh buat tour yang tak mencecah ratusan ringgit. (counting days till May)
credit: minaq_jinggo

Wednesday, February 25, 2009



credit: angah316(flickr) & clovetwo.com

Hunk Tuah..my 2nd entry of beautiful people for today. something to lift up my spirit.
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll alway be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

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note: even though it's Tommy singing but i have the image of Rain singing it to me...aaah nice shoulders!!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009


What its all about.
It’s as simple as a flick of the switch.


What began as a campaign to get Sydneysiders to turn their lights off, has grown to become one of the world’s biggest climate change initiatives. In 2009, at 8.30pm on March 28, people around the world will turn their lights off for one hour – Earth Hour. We’re aiming to reach one billion people, more than 1000 cities, all joining together in a global effort to show that its possible to take action on global warming.

Earth Hour started in 2007 in Sydney, Australia with 2.2 million homes and businesses turning their lights off for one hour. Only a year later and this event had become a global sustainability movement with up to 50 million people across 35 countries participating. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square, all stood in darkness, as symbols of hope for a cause that grows more urgent by the hour.

Earth Hour 2009 is a global call to action to every individual, every business and every community. A call to stand up, to take responsibility and to get involved in working towards a sustainable future. Iconic buildings and landmarks from Europe to The Americas will stand in darkness. People across the world will turn off their lights and join together in creating the vital conversation about the future of our precious planet.

Over 64 countries and territories are participating in Earth Hour 2009. This number grows every day as people realise how such a simple act, can have such a profound result in affecting change.

Earth Hour is a message of hope and a message of action. Everyone can make a difference.

Join us for Earth Hour 2009, turn off your lights at 8.30pm Saturday 28 March and sign-up here to be counted.

* note: mereka akan selalu bertanya, la..naper duduk dalam gelap? naper tak pasang lampu? well to me, kalau dah cukup cahaya tak perlulah nyalakan lampu. i juz joked around and say, nak jimat kot-kot ST bayar bonus lebih, boleh? in actual fact, kat setiap suis terang-terang ada tulis "sila tutup saya jika tidak digunakan" atau penjimatan elektrik amalan bersama". ah but then???

Monday, February 23, 2009

kids say the darnest things.
it was a lazy sunday and i was watching boys over flowers over KBS World.
kids had no choice but to join me coz i had the remote in my hand.
while watching it and trying to compare the story with the one of Taiwan - Meteor Garden, i noticed that both male leads have the oddest hair..yucks!!..ok, won't get into details tapi cerita dia quite ok lah..ada cute boys for me to cuci mata. tengah dok sedap tengok, there was this scene where the main character was half naked kot pasal he was in the shower kot. can't remember exactly tapi memang ada scene yang tidak memakai baju. tiba-tiba ada suara kecik dari tepi...eh!! mama tak boleh tengok nie, malulah. i was like huh? sapa yang malu? mama ker? si kecik ngan tersipu-sipu, yelah mamalah malu. mana boleh tengok orang laki tak pakai baju.
hahaha!!! kalaulah si kecik ku tahu akan cerita mamanya ngan penuh detail...
*note to self: silalah tukar siaran jika mempunyai scene2 yang telah disebutkan di atas atau tengoklah secara bersendirian di dalam bilik..hehehe.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

twilight. best ker? naper ramai akak-akak dan adik-adik minat bebenor ngan cite nie? katanya heronye handsome. handsome ker? nampak kat poster macam pucat semacam je pastu kening dia nampak pelik sangat. pastu cite pasal cinta terlarang ngan vampire. best sangat ker? those were my thoughts biler dengar orang puji sangat cite nie. well, disebabkan macam curious nak tau apa yang best sangat, baru tadi berkesempatan tengok cite nie. true enuf, masa mula je babak kat sekolah tu, i dah rasa peliknye tengok mamat nie ngan kening yang tebal nie. but as the cite goes on, dah tak nampak sangat dah kening dia and the pucatness. he was actually handsome and hot jugak. tambah plak ngan gadis ayu yang begitu innocent looking gitu. loved the chemistry between them. LOVED the tense moment. it felt like i was in the scene and wanted to juz grab hold of him and suck the life out of him instead. woohoo!!!! anyway, definitely need to have a copy of the DVD for collection.
p/s: walaupun dia kelihatan HOT di dalam movie itu, di luar movie dia tetap perlu mengubah fesyen rambut dia yang kadangkala agak terlebih kembang itu!!!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

dah dua malam berturut-turut terjaga tengah-tengah malam ngan palpitation. pastu semalam kaki belah kanan cramp. adus pelbagai benda yang nak jadi plak. macam biasalah kalau dah terjaga tu mesti susah nak tidor balik. nielah yang menyebabkan kemengantukan yang teramat kat office nie. masih tak boleh nak figure out apa yang menyebabkan anxiety nie datang balik.
anyway on another note, macam tak percaya je biler one of the officers kat cni called me up to set up for an audition. yup believe it, audition. tapi takdelah audition glam pun, juz for our telephone system. tak sangka plak ada jugak orang yang suka mendengar suara ku yang comel ini. hahahaha. so far dah buat 2 round of test suara and myself antara 3 yang shortlisted. so, we''ll see lor kalau suara ku berjaya memukau hati juri.

note: Malaysian Idol..here i come!! woohoo!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

late last nite while i was watching Music Bank - K Chart, tiba-tiba i had trouble breathing, my heart started to pound very fast. every single breath seemed like my last breath. got up so fast that my head started to spin. adus!! panic attack plus vertigo??!! cuba ngan sedaya upaya nak cari phone to call up anybody yang boleh calm me down. couldn't find the phone, ngan bilik yang berpusing ligat dan nafas yang tersekat-sekat, telefon tiba-tiba macam ghaib dari mata. selepas seconds of going insane, managed to calm myself down and started to breathe properly. adus!! what was the cause ye. dah lama tak kena panic attack. i was juz watching those korean artists singing - blank mind. lepas tu susah nak tidor pasal takut kena attack lagi. pelik betul lah. maybe i do have something tersorok in my mind tapi diri sendiri tak tau, boleh?

Friday, February 13, 2009

hati yang melampau sakit yang sedikit sebanyak merosakkan mood untuk update blog. in fact, this blog was temporary blocked. niat di hati macam nak stop terus je blog nie and bukak blog baru, tapi bila dipikirkan balik, banyaknye keje nak mencantikkan pemandangannya (it is not as if skrg nie punya ok).
hmm..cite lain, my anak teruna sudah pandai bergayut tpon malam-malam. bukan sekejap plak tu....dah namanya bergayut kan..adalah dalam 45 minit. i tengok last call made was at 12 midnite. last nite pun sama tapi tak panjang, but the call was made at 01:44 am. adus! very the starting young. my sister cakap, what do u expect? u started young also. adus! agak tajam kata-kata itu. now, apa ke segala benda yang dia lakukan will be pointed back at me? can i then juz lock him up in a room and let him grow old there? tidak dapat membayangkan bagaimanakah rupa bil pada penghujung bulan ini. hmm..yg pompuan pun sket lebih kurang jugak. ada jugak yang berani tpon tengah2 malam. kadang-kadang tangan nie gatal nak pi tolong jawab tpon dia. tunggguuuu, one of these days biler angin dah sampai ke puncak tertinggi.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

my sister kata i berahsia. well, seeing the age difference between us, she wouldn't even be interested to know what happened around my life kan? dahlah dengan segala cite lepas-lepas nie. i think it is about time, i pack up all of my feelings and leave them behind. biler ingatkan cite lama-lama nie, kadang-kadang nangis, kadang-kadang gelak..macam orang kurang siuman.
i wish to tell to get it off my shoulders. maybe it is still not too late to seek for His forgiveness in order for me to have some peace of mind. maybe then death would not be something that is so scary. orang akan kata, kenapa nak takut akan kematian? ianya pasti datang. ya, kematian itu satu janji tapi bersediakah kita menghadapinya? i'm definitely not ready. all those shitty stuff that i did back then in the name of love. hmm love or lust? people who really love you wouldn't put you through a lot of shitty stuff, would they? like a dungu, be it against the human law or God's, you just went and did it. now all that you can hope is that none of your kids will ever go through the same scenario. gosh!! how i hate that part of my life. living with all these regrets for not using my brain. how is it that i am only seeing them now? suddenly, i am not missing anyone anymore.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

alhamdulillah all went well. so glad the drama was over before i went to PGL III. Tuah walaupun dialognya kedengaran agak janggal for the 1st part of the cite, he was still HOT! loved his solo scene kat depan tangga. my seat was at the 1st row, betul2 depan stage, so i had a good look at him. tersangat, sangat KACAK dan .....adus! susah nak describe tapi sib baik ada my pashmina to cover my drool. :D
on another note, Mie's family has invited me to go to PD tomorrow for a weekend getaway. hmm..they have been all nice and helpful but i can never bring myself to spending a lot of time with them when they get together. it juz doesnt' feel rite. walaupun they keep saying that even though arwah is no longer around, i am still part of the family, i juz don't feel it. terasa sangat when each family is a complete set and kita yang terkontang-kanting kat tepi nie dok tengok je. it's juz not fair. i've been thru a lot of hardship and i don't think i deserve to feel how i feel when i'm with them. i don't mind my kids spending time with their grandparents and aunties, juz because they are blood related. but me?? ntahlah susah nak cakap.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

sedih pasal Syu won't be going to PGL with me. still tak sihat.
sedih bercampur gembira biler dapat berchat ngan kenalan lama.
lagi sedih biler sesi chat tersebut telah menyebabkan saya mengenang kembali zaman kegembiraan saya.
zaman dimana segalanya berjalan dengan mudah dan tenang.
saat-saat gembira ketika..
setiap hidangan pasti berakhir dengan ice cream sundaes atau waffle beserta ice cream.
p/s: pencarian "superman" sudah berakhir.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

baru lepas abis nonton Meteor Garden. without fail setiap tahun mesti tengok sekali. next to see AGAIN is Meteor Garden 2. am a sucker for simple love story. kalau dulu zaman sekolah, macam berlumba-lumba nak tengok cite or dengar lagu mat salleh, - kononnya supaya tak left out lah time dok bersembang. tapi sekarang i definitely prefer cite2 from either korea or taiwan. simple and sweet ~ less horny. hahahahaha!!
p/s: maka berkumandanglah lagu2 cina kat pc ku ini dan tersenyumlah sorang-sorang mengingatkan Jerry..[drool]