Wednesday, October 31, 2007

nie masa on the way ke Putrajaya..me & kak Liza
Entry raya tak jadi, One buat entry lain lah plak.
Yesterday, ST ada buat rumah terbuka aidilfitri kat ShangriLa Putrajaya. One ditugaskan untuk jadi usherette for the day. Adus mula2 tu memang reluctant sesungguh nak buat, yelah One bukan pun kenal all the guests of our Department. Tolong jemput thru kad bolehlah. Anyway, nak tak nak kenalah jugak, yelah..saya yang menurut perintah. Sampai sana dalam pukul 2.45 petang. Event starts at 4pm. Uish!! Lama lagi tu. Ronda2 kat Hotel tu. Tiba2 mata mcm ternampak orang yang dari jauh dah terserlah ketampanan dia walaupun side profile je. Ya Allah! Ye ke? Walaupun lutut ni dah menggeletar sebab mcm terpana dengan keindahan ciptaan Allah..tetap gagahkan jugak gi tegur nak amik gambar. Ahaks!! Believe it or not, tangan One menggeletar masa nak tolong amik gambar member office ngan dia. I was like a high school girl, giggling, flirting like nobody’s business. That truly made my day. Kira adalah hikmahnye jugak datang awal jadi usherette nie. Alhamdulillah.

tis was the 1st pic taken with him..

tak puas hati punye pasal, snap 2nd pic. notice dlm 1st pic kepala dia x penuh.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

macam nak letak gambar raya family One dulu..cerita akan menyusul kemudian..boleh?

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I made this entry in my phone on the 2nd day of Eid back in Alor Setar.
..i have a daughter who now is a very sensitive gal. Juz a few minutes ago, she started crying saying that she misses the father. What should my normal reaction be? I’m not good at consoling nor am I good at giving prep talk to boost one’s self esteem. I juz took her into my arms with hope it’ll give her the comfort that she needs. Maybe the father does visit her at times. Call me kolot, but I do believe the dead do visit their loved ones. Only the lucky ones are able to feel their presence. I’ve not been lucky and I don’t think I want to be that lucky. I’m not strong enough to face his presence, although I would give anything if I could bring him back for juz 1 day. To hold and to love him with all my heart. If I could have him back for juz 1 day, I would be the most selfish person on earth. We do get to hang out doing the things we love thru my dream. Dreams that leave me dry physically and emotionally. This Eid I did not have the chance to pay my respects to him as I’m with no car. Truthfully, I’ve not been there for the past month but that doesn’t make me love him less. I still feel the burning love like I did when I first met him. Tis moment I think Hana and me share the same feeling, the feeling of loneliness.

Monday, October 8, 2007

meet my self-obsessed anak bujang..


Hana later join the fun