Thursday, June 22, 2006

This was the 1st raya spent after we became husband & wife. This pic was taken at SS18 Subang Jaya. I was going thru some old pics last nite bcoz I couldn't sleep and found this terselit in between photos. We rarely took photos together. This was one of those rare occasions.
The two men in my life are no longer here. I remembered mak saying
"hmm amal, pinggan lawa-lawa nie kita nak pakai hidang untuk sapa? dah tak ada yang istimewa".

Wednesday, June 21, 2006


This pic was taken at 6.00 am. The moon was full, weather was cold.
I was in my usual mood.
This pic reminded me of two things.
First, my little Hana who would shout "Papa! Papa!" everytime she sees the moon.
Secondly, this is the same spot that Mie spent everyday without fail a couple of weeks before he left us.
Wonder what was going thru his mind then.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006


Now I know why u didn’t really like the person

And to think that I once blamed u for not trying

Forgive me sayang

I now know how u felt

If I could turn back the clock, I would

Believe me, I really would

Wednesday, June 7, 2006


Dalam life nie kita selalu jadi manusia hipokrit kan?
Hipokrit untuk kegembiraan org lain..
Hipokrit untuk mengelak persoalan ..
Hipokrit untuk melarikan diri..
Hipokrit untuk elak pergaduhan..

Sampai bila kita harus menjadi hipokrit?
Sampai bila kita harus senyum sedangkan hati terluka?
Sampai bila kita harus biarkan diri kita dikata, dikutuk secara terang-terangan?
Sampai bila?

At this mo, all I want to do is..
Get away from everything, everyone..
I want to be all alone..Nak hang out with me, myself & I.